[ This Life ]
1:22 pm
Ok. BEFORE i shut down,
"Is this the place we used to love?
I'm talking to Joanna now, and i realised how badly i missed her. Best friends since primary school. Our little birthday parties, saying how guys were jerks/cooties, singing Linkin Park like nuts when other people did not seem to like it, and even though we weren't in the same class, we still managed to be close 'cos of Tamil.
Then we talked about Clarabelle, Khairunnisa, Maria. The clique of five (: Those were the days man. Those were the days. Now each of us have gone our seperate ways. One in Crescent, (Model arh you xP), Another in TK (My cute dearie), And yet another in RGS (the girl i never get to see, and miss a whole damn lot).
And of course, Jo, in st margs'.
It saddens me, to realise, I'll never get those fun times back again. In primary school. When you couldn't care less about many things. I remember the three canteen stalls. I remember the small tiny school that contained only 3 classes per level. I remember the leaking cabins, where we had our Tamil lessons. I remember the Deepavali dramas i did, and have been the main character for them thrice. I remember the art lessons i used to despise, esp. the teacher, because she was oh-so-naggy =P. I remember Mrs Cheng from primary 1, who always made me feel good about myself. I loved her. I remember Mrs Wong, who referred me for IP. Thank you. I remember Zoe making me my birthday present, out of clay, which i still have (: I remember the surprise party i had in P6 for my birthday.
I remember many things.
And the thing i miss most, are the friends.
It's fun. Talking to friends from schools you have already left.
Like my mgs friends.
Sometimes, when you're further apart, the friendship strengthens.
When you're too close, more complications occur.
I rather have the simple.
But that would mean, i would miss my friends alot.
Oh well.
It was fun, to be carefree & innocent.
And when friendship was just the I don't friend you, manner.
Now, it's evolved into something i can't even describe myself.
That's why people always say.
Treasure it when you're young.
You'll miss it, when you grow up.
And all you would have are the memories.
To keep you going. "
This was a post from one of my dearest friends in primary school. isn't it so true? after we move out of one phase of our lives, we just..carry on. we never really realize all that we've left behind, until we stop and take a look back.
and when we
do stop, to take a look back, we realize that all we've got left, are memories
.
to all my lovely-s in primary school. we'll keep these memories intact. (:
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Feel so cold
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