[ This Life ]
9:14 am
Things are getting weirder. weirder by the day. i even doubt the people who should be reading this will read this. THe people around me are not the same anymore. oh wells. i think this is just something i have to face.
you pretend as if you are so supportive and happy about everything when i don't feel you are. and you just treat me differently. things have changed, haven't they?
i don't know why i'm getting so annoyed all of a sudden. haha. oh wells. i shall just talk about something else.
summarizing is irritating. that too, summarizing a tamil passage is even more irritating!!! haha. oh wells. i was doing it this morning...in the canteen. and i barely summarized the first paragraph. :(
orals are coming. and i'm so not confident. advertistments..oh wells. i did go through all the strategies and tactics and stuf...but still. well. i'll just see how things go.
oh. yeah thanks graze zhang, and sophia. for all the support and hospitality and all the rest of Fea. Ruiling,frankie, for guiding me closely through my first few days onBOARd. heh.
i'm trying out for tamil debates today. and NO, its not a CCA on its own. i think not, at least. I don't know if i can fully commit to it or not...but as like what Latha said, there's no harm in giving it a go. i'm going to stutter and everything...but hey..there's nothing to loose.
this is week one. well. the good thing is, time will fly, and we'll reach week 6 very quickly, and EOYs will be over.
the bad thing is, that through these 5 weeks, we've all got to slog very hard and mug and mug and mug. haha.
my blog is dying. i feel so....'don't-want-to-blog'. but im blogging anyway. ok. weirdness.
ok. what else do i have to say...erm..
oh yeah. we've had a change in seating plans in class. i no longer have the corner. :D:D. heh. right now, i'm at the back of the class....sitting with josselyn and nelicia. and the others in my group are ruiling, yenlin and yiting. haha. i think we work not bad together. i mean. its funny and all. but every group i've been in has been special in its own way. our previous group was utter crappiness. and every group activity we'll crap like nothingness. haha. this group...i guess its funny. cuz there's yiting and ruiling who continue to do all their lame stuff and there's yenlin who's so damn funny..and josselyn and nelicia who amuse me with all their actions...hahahaha. oh wells.
i've made a promise to myself. that i'll religiously do all my math homework, assignments, extra pracs and activities. No more procastinating. :D haha. so far..i've upheld it. but it is only the first week..hehe...we'll see how it goes.
what a boring post. oh wells.
shall go now.
chao.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Feel so cold
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[CHIJ]
